what I need to do before I die. I know it sounds a little morbid, but not really. I am in a funk today and I just keeping thinking about all of the crap that I should really get done. I know I am also VERY hormonal and I think if I really want to my head can actually turn 360 and I will spew vomit at whomever I want. And, having said that there comes the other great side to being hormonal, the emotional side that says Hey, get your shit together, people in this world are dying and do not have clean water to drink. My eye keeps twitching, I am hot, and I am in a funk. So, back to the list.
1. Fund our trust. Yes, maybe this will discourage the hubby from switching bank accounts around if he is hassled with trustee paperwork. It has only been six years since we spent a good chunk of money on this little legal document. So, that ranks up there with get this damn thing done.
2. Organize all of my paperwork IE: Real Estate documentation and my favorite little homeowners association that I have been pulling my hair out over for the past year and a half.
3. Write letters to my loved ones. Just the other day I read a letter I will always cherish from my grandmother before she died. I still grieve for her but I do have the comfort of knowing that when I die she will be the one who will meet me in heaven.
4. Figure out why my perfect child has suddenly taken up the art of telling lies and how I can deter this type of behavior. What in the hell just happened?! Is this what it is going to be like when he is thirteen? Why is he telling lies now when he has always been so truthful? I remember beating around the bush as a child but outright whoppers? I even used the "you just wait until your father gets home" routine and he looked at me like this was probably the better option to begin with.
5. Try really hard to not let the crazies affect my life. It is so hard for me to deal with certain people and when family members are emotional enablers it just makes the crazies even much more difficult to accept.
6. Be loving and gracious and remember just how blessed I am and that I am only a bunch of molecular DNA trying to make a difference.
Wow. To be honest I thought my list would be much longer. I did not include all of my daily ditties as that would just bore you and me both. So, I will switch over the laundry and declare today as a leftover dinner night and take a deep breath. I will also not let my hypochondria get the best of me as it is at a peak when I am in a funk. But, my eye is still twitching. And hence I leave you with title blog postings with "My list of things to do before I Die" I know, charming.
Cheers.
We all get in a funk sometimes. This list wasn't that bad, really.
Maybe you should make a list of the things that you want to experience/see before you die the next time you are in a funk.
Franklin has started lying to. I don't know. Maybe it is the school system. ha
Glad to see that you posted.
Cathy
Posted by: Cathy | May 07, 2008 at 06:24 AM
There is nothing like a good funk to wallow in for a while! Watch Grey's tonight, have a rootbeer float, and just let yourself feel horrible. When you wake up in the morning, you will have a whole new perspective in life! love ya!! karen
Posted by: scrappermd | May 08, 2008 at 08:11 PM